Youniverse

complicated,smart,not bad lookin....trying to understand the world,lifee,love,myself.....and i m trying to find love....which is impossible for u dont find love....it finds u.. i m searchin for many answers...i hav many questions for life itself....but life is takin too long to answer....and i m tired coz ma questions are increasin and pillin up.....i m lyin below it...suffocatin......
But, TIME has changed me. I have changed not like the whether but moved like the sea, same from above but moved, changed and adapted from within. people tend to not understand what I m saying or what I hv done. I may be a little more complicated then general ‘not’ bcoz I m a closed book but the contrary bcoz I m an entirely open book. there is nothing hidden but we have a habit expect same from everybody, hidden and reserved to themselves.
I have a very different (though people call it weird) way of looking at Life. I more relaxed than others however I m quite a thinker. actually thats the only thing I do in ma Life. I think abt almost everything and everybody but max abt maself. I m not a loner but I need ma space to a large extent. I mean why do u care how do I look or how I shld be like. I mean if I behave according to ur expectations and understanding then I will merely be like what u want me to be and not maself, why shld I make such a choice(which comes to me as a mistake though). I think I shld be the one who decides whats wrong and whats rite atleast for maself.
People tell me their views and say that they need to hav a conversation but actually they need just a dog who can just hear(not even listen) and speak nthn against their views(which obviously hav to be always rite) then sry I m not that guy. I m a person who will speak his mind no matter what (i know thats not the way it shld be, I m a little impulsive compulsive). I cannot be the kinds who will say smthn so that person in front of me feels gud even if I dont b'lieve in it. I cannot lie abt ma emotions...

Life is more beautiful than what people perceive it as, I want to live it to the fullest....

Understanding-Life/Maself/Love....