polystyrene high
Age 22, Female, Philippines
About her
i am a total music fanatic. i live and breathe music. i love to write. i'll probably die if i wake up only to find out i can't sing and write anymore. i'd like to learn to play both the guitar and the drums. i prefer going out/shopping alone. if you haven't noticed yet, i blurb random things. my laugh is contagious. i don't know how to crack jokes but people say i am funny without trying to be. i have a distinct voice and way of speaking :D. i am a perfectionist when it comes to my work. i have a hard time whispering. i think a lot that's why silence is my friend. i am poetic. and yeah, i'm under construction indefinitely.Her interests
listening to music. incubus, silverchair, nirvana, and the wallflowers are a main staple to my ipod. i also like songs from the beatles, dashboard confessional, pink floyd, james morrison, yeah, the like. i also sing too.sleeping. i love to sleep. i can probably make a career out of it.
writing. yeah, its my form of release. hence, most of the stuff i write isn't positive.
for now, out of all the poems i have written, you are my cain is my fave.
you are my cain
and it's melting again.
how a part of you lights up my fire.
these small bursts of ecstasy fill me.
though i know in a glimpse i'll come undone.
fill me. feel me.
how you make longing an insatiable need.
these ruins lay witness to the sin i willingly devour.
how i know too much will never be enough.
but you're hard to resist,
your poison tastes sweet.
how your open fire consumes me.
how these wounds make me free.
these lips cry i'm the one to blame.
i keep holding on to this broken flask
where my blood coalesced with yours.
we lay here as one, quiet, both vulnerable.
i can tear you apart. but i didn't.
i only took a part of you.
how with every drip you consume me.
how you fill me up empty.
you are my cain
how you breathe me unto your fire.
slowly, i come, willingly
to this pain tangled lie.
