Youniverse

before all of the quotes, let me just say this:

i like to leave the container of milk out on the front step for a few days to give it a nice texture. you know, let it fester? and then i shake it.

yeah, i like to fuck with the rhythm of things. and i want my rhythm fucked with as well. so there.



"What you have to love about drinking is, every swallow is an irrevocable decision. You charging ahead, in control of the game. It's the same with pills, sedatives and painkillers, every swallow is a definite first step down some road." ~chuck palahniuk

she is the introverted extrovert. she is the extroverted introvert. she is the onlooker, the psychoanalyst taking notes in her head. she is the demon lover to your abbyssinian maiden. she loves the ephemeral and she tries to catch glimpses of past lovers in the rustling of leaves, in imaginary reflections on shallow, moonlit puddles.


"And at night I love to listen to the stars. It is like five hundred million little bells..."



something horrible about me:

i totally couldn't date someone who hates shoegaze, drone rock, or post-rock. i have thought about this a lot. you don't have to love it but if you just flat out couldn't give it a chance, i just flat out couldn't date you. i could fuck you. i just couldn't let it go any further than that.

no, i don't like this kind of closed-mindedness within myself or anyone for that matter. i just can't seem to shake it!

creation.destruction.humanity at large.

some other things:

meditation.
kissing.
my macbook pro.
musique.
unconditional friendship.
knitting.
paper arts (especially altering books).
ancient civilizations.
ableton live.
japan.
books.
kitty marms.
rotofugi.
haute couture.
dreaming.
death to capitalism.
addiction.
linguistics.
mahler.
ceramics.
blowing things.
geocaching.
learning.
teaching.
children.
post-rock.
wind.
talking to strangers.
curling up under a mountain of blankets.
thai cuisine.
anime.
film noir.
giallo.
cognitive psychology.
drug cultures.
make-up.
dancing until
the sun comes up and such.
sandlewood.
old souls.
shoegaze.
spiritualized.
taiji.
reading all night!
qi gong.
idm.
falling in love (and dealing with the consequences.
writing.
lavender.
tantra.
existentialism.
risks.
buddhism.
passion.
nirvana.
storm.
static.